Dream about trying to find your boyfriend is unfortunately your need to downsize some aspect of your life in order to make it more palatable or manageable. You need to be prepared for any dissent and backlash. You are experiencing a period of healing and an end to the negative ideas in your mind. This is a portent for how poorly or how well you are communicating your feelings, ideas, or thoughts. You feel that you are being judged, criticized and scrutinized.
Trying to find your boyfriend dream is a portent for your outlet for your aggression and anger. You are feeling helpless or pinned down in some aspects or circumstances of your life. You are not quite ready to confront some new situation by yourself. This is sadly an alert for having or lacking basic control of your life. Your past actions are leaving you with guilt.
If you dreamt about trying to find your boyfriend:
Facing your feelings squarely is difficult because you need to admit vulnerability and acknowledge pain. This isn’t easy for anyone. You may want to seek out your friends and ask them for help. If you don’t feel there is anything troubling you, perhaps you can treat yourself to lots of nurturing behavior. A nice dinner, a hot bath, and a good night’s rest.