Alice CandorWaking up marks the moment you stop turning away from what is true. You are moving out of a time when you stayed hidden within yourself and toward a life where you meet what is actually there. As you stir from a state of unthinking ease, you are finding the strength to look at what you have previously let slip into the dark.
The process of waking up can feel like a slow shedding of a skin that no longer fits your growing awareness. You may find that this return to what is real is not a single event but a series of shifts that demand you look at what you have been ignoring. There is a risk of being pulled back into the safety of the shadows if you do not meet this new light with intention. Your capacity to face the world is found in this very effort to remain present.
When you are not being able to wake up or find yourself waking up multiple times, you are feeling the weight of a resistance that keeps you from being fully present. These repetitions point to a tension between your desire for growth and a lingering pull toward the heavy, unthinking rest that keeps you from seeing clearly.
By waking up from sleep, you are stepping out of a stillness that has begun to feel like a wall. This movement shows that your mind is ready to trade the peace of the unknown for the substance of the actual.
I was laying in bed like I was pretending to be asleep but my dad was trying to wake me up by putting our izards on me, but I stayed laying down, no idea what it means… help me figure it out?
Dear Reader,
Your dream stands for heart, moment and pursuit. This dream signifies the heart tells you to do one thing and the head tells you another. You are in a moment of transformation and change, especially at the inner level. You are still pursuing a dream that requires financial support to realize it.